I’ve spent my whole life trying to fit in, trying to belong somewhere. No matter what I have done I know I don’t belong here. My words are not my own, and no one understands me…ever. I walk around in constant fear and sadness looking for a brief moment of genuine love and… Continue reading I Don’t Belong Here
The lyrics to one of my favorite songs from 1982, came from the album “The Dude” by Quincy Jones and performed by Patti Austin. I was only 12 then but I could understand the concept, maybe not from the perspective it was written but in some way. “Loving you, came easily, and it made me… Continue reading Random thoughts
I am enough, right now…just as I am…just as I have always been. I am not unlike any other person who craves love and acceptance, alas my quest has come to realization. I am enough for me, everything I need is with in. I am a work in progress but I am authentic and not… Continue reading I am enough…
There is this thing that makes you more than just skin, skeleton and bodily fluids, it is the very essence of who you are. Your soul, your spirit which holds all the lies that we were taught as a child about being a good person. These notions of emotions that we let consume us come… Continue reading PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT
My love and me, we grow like branches on a tree. We both have our own direction but our limbs sway back and forth for support and the leaves reach out for comfort. Even though we are separate we still get our life force from the same source. Our roots have grown deep enough that… Continue reading My Love and me
1. My heart is pure gold, I give of myself without regret, earnestly and truly unconditionally. 2. I am a sexy beast, with or without make-up, hair color, weight loss or gain, over 45 and all. 3. I follow my heart, my ego doesn’t hold me hostage. 4. My love for me is not dependent… Continue reading My 10 positive affirmation 6/14
The thought of that day makes me uncomfortably shift in my seat, and I just acquired an unquenchable thirst. I get up and go to the kitchen for some water, but I can’t stop my mind from racing to that day. It is vivid, I can feel it the air was cool and the music from the… Continue reading Reminisce .05
It’s late in the afternoon, and the tiny apartment is quiet. She sits in the living room with very little lighting listening to “In the mood” by Kashif and reminisces about days when it was complicated and simple at the same time if that is at all possible. Times when waiting for that hour between… Continue reading Reminisce
The expression “can’t get blood from a turnip” is often used in reference to money matters like bills, or borrowing but it can be used in other aspects. In speaking with someone of interest, I realized that I couldn’t get something that they didn’t have to give. That phrase popped into my mind. We as… Continue reading NOTHING FROM NOTHING
This grand design is flawless. This universe is blameless. The world is perfect with imperfect people in it and it is made that way for a reason. When the line is flat, your heart has stopped beating as in your life there are hills and valleys. You have to choose a high or low ground… Continue reading Good morning life
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